I am sitting here- reading the two posts below this and beaming with joy!

On June 8th- we found out we were pregnant :) YAHOO! God is amazing. =0)

I couldn't believe it happened so soon- was only 2 months after our wedding but we are both super excited. I am BEYOND excited yet also nervous too.

Vernon says I need to stay off the internet...and I know I do. =P

I think my biggest fear is miscarrying. I read 3-4 places that 1 in 3 women miscarry. =(

How scary is that! and I know at only 5 weeks (TODAY!) I am still far away from being safe but then I just have to breathe and know that God is in control and I am trying very hard to have a textbook pregnancy. I am trying to eat very well and drink only water, milk and juice. I am super excited. I so want this baby!

We told everyone last weekend and everyone else is super excited as well. =0)

Our first appointment is Tuesday morning! YAY even though they are just going to confirm I am pregnant and take some blood work- I am super excited to just know that everything is a-okay and of course schedule my ultrasound/sonogram appointment..=)

not thrilled about my "physical exam" appointment though...=/ I have been debating on whether or now I want to say no to it. I just had one in Feb and everything was fine. I don't want to put myself at a risk of miscarrying or get bad news about my cells and worry for the next 8 months about something I can't control.

Hopefully after 3 years of normal paps- I will still be in the clear! I just do not want to deal with what I dealt with in 2008. It was an emotional rollercoaster that I do not want to ride again and I also do not want to go through paps over and over and colpos every few months. I would rather just wait till after the baby is born but I guess we will see when that time comes...which I feel will be soon!

Dr office said Tuesday will be the first appointment then we will schedule another around 8 weeks and then ultrasound around 12...soo lots of appointments in a short time, but I am very excited! and just want to have a healthy, sweet baby <3